mind contents

I don't have the same thoughts during meditation, as during non-meditation.
The conditioning affects the mind contents, quite a lot.

Non-medi-time has more clouds of thoughts lingering on through the day.

Sometimes shadowing, sometimes illuminating, but more automatic than focused.
It would be good to dissolve these clouds a bit faster, to get the brightness back.

discomforting

this is how loosening attachments feels like
it is not especially pleasant
but one have to do it in order to get closer to liberation

it is like releasing one self from a cliff, getting scared of falling down
until some ground appears, maybe

falling into darkness, but where darkness is light
and light is darkness
moving in stillness

trying to feel the discontinuity
separating each world sample

where in time are we?

freed-oo-m

to decide what to do
what not to do

when to do
when not to do

how to do
how not to do

no sampling allowed
the copy dog eats the copy cat
in the bull

d-oo-zer

what the

disconnect
detach

let them do their thing
but don't get caught in the net of gray stones

just the sounds the vision the touch
without any new creations

creative without thought